Chapter Thirty-Six

“I can carry that, y’know,” Fuuma said, giving Kakyou a pointed look. The Dreamgazer was carrying the bag of things that he had brought; blankets and clothes, mostly. “And I still don’t see why they had to wheel me out of the hospital. I can walk fine!” At the moment, he wasn’t walking; they were in the elevator on the way up to their apartment.

“Insurance policies,” Kakyou said complacently.

“Yeah, okay. But I can still carry my own bag.” Fuuma tried to grab it from Kakyou’s hands.

“No.” Kakyou turned away, putting his body between Fuuma and the bag.

“Why not?” Fuuma whined.

“Because,” Kakyou said, “the doctor said you weren’t to be doing anything. No lifting at all for the next four days. No heavy lifting for at least a week and a half after that.”

“It’s not heavy!”

“In that case, you can carry it around all you want in four days,” Kakyou said. “It can be your constant companion.”

“You’re mean to me, Kyou-chan.” Fuuma pouted. “So what are we going to do tonight?”

“Well,” Kakyou said, “the way I see it, we can either watch a movie at home, or go out and watch a movie.”

“You’re not going to let me do jack, are you.”

“No.”

“I’m all better now!” Fuuma protested.

“No, you’re not. What do you want for dinner?” Kakyou took out the keys to the apartment and let them in.

“I dunno. Whatever you want to bother cooking.”

Kakyou put the bag in their bedroom. Nataku emerged from his bedroom, where he’d been reading. “You’re back!” he said, a smile lighting up his face.

“Yup,” Fuuma said. “You can’t get rid of me.”

“That’s good.” Nataku nodded and smiled. “Why would anyone want to get rid of you?”

“Ask Takeshi,” Fuuma said dryly.

“Yeah, but he was weird. He doesn’t count.”

Fuuma snorted, then followed Kakyou into the kitchen. He was getting things out to make dinner. “I’ll help,” Fuuma said immediately.

“Nope.” Kakyou shook his head.

“Come on,” Fuuma wheedled. “I can stand in front of a stove. I can mix. There’s no lifting in mixing.”

“There’s moving of shoulders and injured muscles. Go sit on the sofa. Bunny misses you; get Nataku to get him for you.”

“I can’t even get the rabbit myself?”

“Nope.”

“Why not?!”

“Because it’s lifting. Not only is it lifting, it’s bending.”

“You really hate me, don’t you.” Fuuma pouted again.

“Yes. My concern for your welfare is rooted in a deep and unabiding hatred for you.”

Fuuma gave him a look. “First you say I can’t have sex for at least a week. Now I can’t even help you cook dinner. Next thing I know, I’m gonna be sleeping on the sidewalk.”

“No, that definitely wouldn’t be good for you. You can get a chair and sit in here, if you find the rabbit unenthralling.”

“Nah, I’ll just go pout in the living room.” Fuuma sauntered out and flopped on the sofa. Flopping hurt. A lot. He made a mental note to not do any more flopping in the near future. Or even the far future.

Nataku placed the rabbit in his lap.

“Thanks,” Fuuma said, though he was unsure of whether or not he meant it. He hated being an invalid. It was bad enough where he was in the hospital, and got waited on hand and foot. Being in his own apartment and unable to do anything made him extremely uncomfortable.

“Bunny missed you,” Nataku said. “I missed you too.”

“Yeah, same here.” Fuuma watched as Nataku sat down to read in the armchair, apparently wanting to soak up Fuuma’s presence. Then he stood up. Nataku watched to see what Fuuma was going to do, but apparently seemed to think that walking was okay. Fuuma wandered into the kitchen.

“Yes?” Kakyou asked, raising an eyebrow at him.

Fuuma stuck out his tongue. “I wanted a drink. Is that a crime?” He was still carrying the rabbit.

“You’re carrying things.”

“It’s a rabbit! He weighs a pound!”

“You’re only carrying him to be contrary.”

Fuuma looked shifty-eyed. “I think I can manage a rabbit from the couch to the kitchen and back.” He put the rabbit on the kitchen counter and reached up for a glass. He couldn’t hide a wince as the muscles on his back pulled as he opened the cupboard.

Kakyou looked at the rabbit and held back a comment about the sanitary practices going on here. He gently pushed Fuuma’s arm aside and got the glass, then handed it to him.

“Thanks,” Fuuma said with a grin, and went over to the fridge. He poured himself a glass of iced tea, then blinked between it and the rabbit, apparently trying to figure out how to carry both at the same time.

Kakyou picked up the glass. “Get the rabbit.”

“I thought I wasn’t supposed to carry it.”

“Are you trying to make me homicidal?”

“Nah, I’m just teasing.” Fuuma scooped up the rabbit and headed back towards the couch. He lowered himself onto it carefully, then stretched out with the rabbit on his stomach. Kakyou followed and put the glass down on the end table. “You do realize that the only way I’m going to survive being an invalid is if you pamper me, right?”

“Fuuma, I pamper you anyway.”

“Yeah, but not enough.”

“What do you want from me?”

“A kiss?” Fuuma blinked up at him innocently.

“I think I can manage that.”

~~~~

Subaru was sitting at the kitchen table drinking tea and reading the newspaper when an unexpected voice said, “Heyya,” and the Tree pulled out a chair across the table and sat down. Subaru blinked and looked around. Seimei was at school and Seishirou was out; he wasn’t sure how the Tree was even presenting itself.

“Uh,” he said, “how are you doing this?”

The Tree blinked innocently at him. “It’s an illusion.”

“Yes,” Subaru said. “I was aware of that. But I was under the impression that you could only react to the world when either Seimei or Seishirou was around.”

“It’s anyone that is close enough to the Tree for me to have access to the first layer of their thoughts,” the Tree replied. “You, my fine feathered Sumeragi, now qualify for that list.”

“How so?” Subaru asked, fascinated in spite of himself. “Is it because I’m close to Seishirou?”

The Tree gestured to Subaru’s hands. “Through those. It’s much easier now that you and Seishirou have come to an understanding.”

Subaru looked at his hands; more specifically, at the backs of them. The stars only showed up when Seishirou wanted them to. “Interesting,” he said. “So if you can get this close to me, why didn’t you just eat me all those years ago?”

The Tree sighed mournfully. “Misunderstood to the last,” it said.

“Unless you’re planning to get a terminal case of termites, this is hardly the last,” Subaru said dryly, folding up the newspaper and put it aside.

“I’m just anticipating my future,” the Tree said with a manic grin. “Anyway, I didn’t want to eat you, you numbskull. Oh, don’t get me wrong,” it added when it saw Subaru’s puzzled look, “you would’ve made a fine meal. That would’ve kept me up for weeks. But I’m never one to stop true love.”

“You and Seishirou weren’t doing a very good job of endearing yourselves to me,” Subaru said, glancing at it.

“How is that my fault?” the Tree asked indignantly.

“If anyone could have gotten through to that idiot, it would have been you,” Subaru said, his tone just slightly accusing.

“Correct. If anyone could have. But nobody could. Don’t think I didn’t try.”

“Is this a social call, or did he get himself in trouble?” Subaru asked, abruptly changing the subject.

“I guess you could call it social,” the Tree replied.

“Oh,” Subaru said. “I’d offer tea, but . . . why are you here?”

“Well, I thought you needed a well-placed lesson in the mechanics of soul-sucking,” the Tree replied, smiling angelically.

Subaru looked vaguely confused. “I’ll admit I’m baffled.”

“I wasn’t sure,” the Tree replied quietly, “if you had forgiven Seishirou for Hokuto.”

Subaru pondered that for a minute. “I’ve gotten over her death and I’ve forgiven him for killing her,” he said slowly. “Does that count?”

The Tree blinked at him. “What else is there?”

“I’ll go with it.”

“But, ah, in case you were wondering what happens to a soul fed to the Tree, I thought I would come here and enlighten you.”

“I’ve been trying not to think about it,” Subaru admitted. “Interests of tenuous sanity and all.”

“Ah, well, to begin with, Tsuzuki is a prime example.”

Subaru pressed one hand to his face. “I feel a headache coming on.”

“Quite obviously, his soul was not munched. See, it’s not the souls I feed on, it’s the psychic energy. Therefore, your sister was cheerfully seen off into her afterlife, though she was a touch grumpy at me for sucking all her power up, and made me promise to tell Seishirou he was a dickhead at least once a week. A promise I have faithfully kept.”

“That . . . sounds like Hokuto-chan,” Subaru finally said.

“Of course, she was probably also cranky at me for telling her what a dumbass she was for sacrificing herself, but I’ve never really minced words. You know, in case you hadn’t noticed.”

Subaru blinked. “So . . . I’m not the only one who thought she was being weird? God, all these years I thought I was being a selfish bastard for being mad at her.”

The Tree rolled its eyes. “Commiserate with Kakyou sometime on that. He shares the sentiment. Anyway, I suppose it must have become a little clearer after you found out about her last spell, ne? I ripped her a new one for that. Seishirou didn’t need more excuses to act like an idiot.”

“I don’t even know where she got that spell,” Subaru said. “I bet my grandmother gave it to her.”

The Tree shrugged elegantly. “Anyway, so, she’s off . . . probably shopping or something like that.”

“Well . . . thank you for telling me,” Subaru said.

“I tried to get Seishirou to, but he’s too much of a wuss. He was afraid if he brought it up, you’d remember that you were mad at him for it.”

“It’s not worth it to be mad at him,” Subaru said. “At least about big things.”

The Tree raised an eyebrow. “Oh?”

“If I couldn’t get over it, I couldn’t be happy,” Subaru said.

“Ah, but you’re the one who was talking about doing things for yourself and for other people,” the Tree said. “Maybe, at least a little, you should forgive him for his sake, too.”

“I wouldn’t have forgiven him if I didn’t think he deserved forgiveness. That’s part of the reason I did it.”

“Just checking.” The Tree smiled. “He misses her, you know.”

“I missed them both.”

“Well, hell, one out of two ain’t bad,” the Tree said, standing up and then ruffling Subaru’s hair.

“Trust a walking topiary to sum up one’s twin sister as a statistic.”

The Tree shrugged. “Are you sorry about the way things turned out?”

“I wish we could have skipped some of the agony.”

“I guess,” the Tree said. “But some people have to hit rock bottom before they can start making their way back up.”

“Are you referring to him or me?”

The Tree grinned. “That, my fine feathered Sumeragi, is going to remain my little secret. Jaa ne.” And with that, he disappeared.

Subaru leaned back in his chair to stare at the ceiling. “I give up.”

~~~~

All in all, it was a week before Kakyou judged that Fuuma was capable of going out to ‘celebrate’ his freedom from the hospital. Fuuma immediately decided to drag him clubbing. Hopefully, he said, this would culminate in more drunken sex. He was very fond of drunken sex, especially given that they hadn’t had any for over two weeks at this point.

“Careful drunken sex,” Kakyou corrected, but went along with the idea other than that.

~~~~

“Hey, Dad?” Seimei poked his head into the room where Seishirou was ‘helping’ Subaru make dinner. The two of them had barely managed to keep their hands off each other since their little vacation. Seimei didn’t want to ask. He figured it had been a really good vacation. Maybe ‘honeymoon’ would be a better term for it. “I’m going out.”

“Where, with who, and when will you be back?” Seishirou asked, actually looking away from Subaru for at least point three seconds.

“Clubbing, with Teiji, Kamui, and Keiichi,” Seimei said. “We’ll be back . . . before dawn.”

“Okay.” Seishirou paused. “Did you tell your mother? Because I’m sure as hell not.”

“Yes, I told Mom. I have my cell phone and everything.”

“Have fun, then. Wake me when you get in, no matter how late it is.”

“Okay.” Seimei bounced out of the house. He was a little leery of going into Seishirou and Subaru’s room, even if it was quiet and they’d obviously been asleep for quite a while. He was always afraid of catching them in some state of undress. Fortunately, Seishirou usually managed to pull the sheets over them before they fell asleep.

“You look good,” Teiji greeted him, giving his T-shirt and khakis a look.

“This is what I always wear,” Seimei reminded him.

“And you always look good.” Teiji gave him a quick kiss.

“Flatterer.” Seimei paused, then return the compliment. “You look good too.” Teiji was dressed in a similar outfit, though his T-shirt was tight and his jeans were more hole than cloth. “How’d you get out of the house in those jeans?”

“No one’s home,” Teiji said. “They all went to have dinner with . . . somebody. I dunno who. I can’t keep my relatives straight.”

“Are we meeting Keiichi and Kamui there?”

“Aa. Let’s go.”

~~~~

“I don’t think this can go well,” Keiichi said thoughtfully, giving the club a glance. “I mean, we’re already hornier than weasels, and now we’re subjecting ourselves to an evening of dancing and rubbing up against each other. This has disaster written all over it.”

“How can this go wrong?” Kamui asked, winking.

“Well, for one thing, I think your T-shirt is going to cut off circulation,” Keiichi said, giving the extremely tight black shirt consideration. “And I’m not sure there’s room in your jeans for my hands, so I can’t even give you a good grope when no one’s looking. I like your boots, though.”

“The pants are not as tight as they look,” Kamui informed him.

“Well, good.” Keiichi was also wearing jeans, though his were quite loose. With them he was wearing a white ribbed tank top, and a blue button down shirt over it. The buttons weren’t done, however.

Kamui blinked into the crowd. “There’s no bare skin,” he said, giving Keiichi’s outfit a look.

“Not unless you make some,” Keiichi teased.

“Don’t give me suggestions like that.”

Keiichi grinned. “Oi! Seimei-kun! Teiji-kun! Over here!”

Seimei and Teiji parted from the crowd and walked over. “Hey,” Teiji said. “You two were about to start making out, weren’t you.”

“Not yet,” Kamui said defensively.

“Suuuuure,” Teiji said. “Come on, let’s go.” He put an arm around Seimei’s waist and pulled him towards the entrance. Seimei, who had never been in a club before, was trying not to stare at all the bizarre outfits around him. Teiji paid both their cover charges and dragged him inside.

Keiichi and Kamui followed; Keiichi paid Kamui’s way, seeing as saving humanity apparently didn’t pay very well.

The club was crowded and loud, though there were parts where voices could be heard over the music, and thus conversations had. It was also very dim, except for some flashing lights and the occasional strobe light. “Having fun yet?” Teiji yelled to Seimei.

“Uhhh . . .” Seimei stared around, his eyes popping. He could swear he saw couples making out in every corner. “Still in culture shock.”

“C’mon, let’s dance,” Teiji said, pulling him towards the floor. Keiichi and Kamui followed. They had been clubbing a few times since they had met, and were fairly good at dancing together. Seimei watched them, blinking and blushing and wondering how on earth he personally was ever going to get the hang of this.

Teiji raised an eyebrow at him, then grinned and put his hands on Seimei’s hips and began to teach him how to dance. Seimei finally figured it out when he realized that it was a lot like making out, but without the kissing.

Forty-five minutes and four sets of raging hormones later, they took a break and headed for the quieter part of the club. Teiji departed briefly to get some sodas for everyone. There were very few tables, and they were occupied, so they stood near the walls and watched everyone else.

Seimei was the one who spotted them first. He blinked, then frowned, then peered closer. Kakyou was wearing almost entirely white; he was hard to miss. On closer inspection, though it was harder to tell in the club’s lighting, it appeared to be cream, not white. His cargo pants were loose, but above that he was wearing a tight tank top and mesh shirt over that.

Fuuma had, unfortunately, had to forego on the shirt he’d bought. It was mesh, and the scars (the largest of the cuts still had stitches) would have shown through it. Therefore, though he was stunning enough in his tight leather pants, he was wearing a simple cotton shirt. It was ripped in many places and held together with safety pins.

He spotted them almost as soon as Seimei spotted him. At first, he only saw Seimei and Teiji, so he gave a friendly wave and walked over, with an arm around Kakyou’s waist. “Oi, Seimei-kun,” he said. “Didn’t think I’d see you here.”

Kamui whirled around at the sound of his voice. He blinked in astonishment. Not only was Fuuma practically hanging off Kakyou, they both appeared to be extremely drunk.

Fuuma stared at him. “Oh. You’re here too. Oops.”

“Oh dear,” Kakyou said, and giggled. “Say fish,” he added, and took a picture of the four of them. Then he aimed the camera up at Fuuma and took what was likely to be a very crooked picture of him.

Very drunk.

Kamui just continued to blink at them.

“Don’t worry,” Fuuma said, wobbling a little. “Neutral ground tonight. ‘m too drunk to fight anyone anyway. And I still have scars from Takeshi. So it’s all good. We’ll just dance and drink and hopefully we’ll all get laid.” He nodded and nearly fell over.

Kakyou caught him before he fell over and draped Fuuma’s arm over his shoulder to support him.

“I should kill you now while I have the advantage,” Kamui said, though he sounded like he was joking.

Fuuma blinked at him. “You could do that, I guess,” he said, sounding a little bewildered. “But please don’t. I really wanted to have sex tonight.”

Kamui nearly fell over as he started laughing. Everyone else was just blinking between the two of them. “Yeah, me too,” he finally said.

Fuuma blinked over at Keiichi. “You,” he proclaimed, “are a lucky, lucky man.”

Keiichi grinned. “Yeah, I know.”

“Banging the Kamui . . . I mean . . .” Fuuma paused. “Does that give you an electric shock or something?”

“I dunno,” Kakyou said, still snapping pictures randomly. “I never got one.”

Fuuma looked at Keiichi. “You’ll have to let me know.”

Keiichi looked mildly afraid. “Yeah, okay.”

Fuuma redirected his gaze to Teiji and Seimei. “Hey, I don’t know you,” he said, as if this was just now dawning on him. “Are you Seimei-kun’s boyfriend?”

“I like to think of myself that way,” Teiji said with a nod.

“Good,” Fuuma said. He looked at Seimei. “Don’t have sex. You’re too young.”

Seimei looked vaguely insulted. “That’s none of your business.”

“Well, yeah, and I s’pose with the world ending and all . . .” Fuuma smiled at Kamui, “or at least that’s what you’re thinking, right?”

“When did this turn into a conversation about personal philosophy?” Kamui asked.

Fuuma’s brain couldn’t cope with the big words. “Uh,” he said. “Uhm, well . . . look, go have sex. You’ll loosen up and you need it.”

“Go sit down before you fall down,” Kamui told him.

“Right. Jaa ne, everyone,” Fuuma said, and wandered off with Kakyou in tow.

“That was . . .” Keiichi stopped. Words failed him.

“Strange,” Kamui said.

“Odd,” Seimei supplied at the same minute.

“He was very drunk,” Teiji observed.

“I think they both were,” Kamui said. “None of you have ever met Kakyou before, have you. He’s not . . . he giggled!”

“I met Kakyou,” Seimei volunteered. “You’re right. He was drunk.”

“So were you serious about the sex?” Keiichi asked, poking Kamui in the ribs.

Kamui blinked. Then he latched onto him, kissing him fiercely.

“I think he meant that as a yes,” Teiji said. “Want to go dance?” he added, seeing Keiichi plop down into a chair and pull Kamui onto his lap.

Seimei just nodded. He looked over into another corner. “It’s contagious,” he said, and motioned to it. Teiji looked over to see Fuuma and Kakyou similar occupied, though much more occupied. Seimei thought he saw Kakyou still holding the camera and attempting to take pictures.

“It is indeed,” Teiji said with a smirk, pulling Seimei towards the dance floor.

Seimei went along with it, having discovered a new definition to the word bliss.

~~~~

Kamui woke up very slowly the next morning. The night before was a bit hazy, even though he hadn’t had anything to drink. He chalked that up to having had all his synapses fried after getting home. At least they’d managed to keep quiet. He had enough problems.

He snuggled up to Keiichi contentedly. He didn’t wake up, but put his arm around Kamui’s shoulder and buried his face in Kamui’s hair. “Mmph,” he said, inarticulately.

“I agree.” Kamui closed his eyes and let his head rest on Keiichi’s chest, allowing himself a moment of perfect contentment. It was quickly broken by a knock on his door. Kamui let out a disgusted moan, that clearly conveyed ‘leave me alone’, but not loudly enough for the person outside to hear.

The door opened and Arashi stood there. She blinked at the situation before her eyes, then shut the door again without another word.

“Oh, good, it was only Arashi.” Kamui fell back to sleep.

He was rudely awoken about a half hour later by muffled yelps. He blinked over to see Sorata, turned as red as a brick. He sighed and pulled the blanket over himself and Keiichi.

“I know I can’t lecture you anymore,” Sorata said, still sounding displeased, “but -- ”

“You’re gonna try anyway, aren’t you,” Kamui said, sleepily, but still sounding amused.

Sorata thunked his head against the wall. “No. I give up.” He wandered out of the room with a bewildered air. He even shut the door after him.

“That went way better than I thought,” Kamui said wearily. He had only just fallen asleep again when the door opened yet again. Karen began to giggle and quickly closed it. Kamui thought he saw Seiichirou’s face behind her. Everyone who lived there had now bothered him. He was safe to go back to sleep.

The door opened again. “You know,” Subaru said conversationally, “it is quarter after one.”

“I might’ve gotten up earlier if I’d gotten more sleep if people would stop bothering us!” Kamui said, ignoring the fact that Keiichi was still sound asleep.

“I could point out that you might have gotten more sleep for other reasons, too,” Subaru said, smiling at him.

“I couldn’t stand the thought of Sorata getting some and not me.”

“Understandable.” Subaru gave him a look. “But you really should get up, you know.”

“Oh, fine . . .” He gave Subaru a pointed look. “You know I’m naked, right?”

“I’m going, I’m going.” Subaru snickered and left the room, pulling the door shut after him.

“What was all that about?” Keiichi asked sleepily.

“Everybody and their brother deciding to harass us. Sleep now.”

Keiichi propped himself up on one elbow. “You know if you go back to sleep, they’ll just come in and harass us again.”

“But . . . you’re so warm . . .”

“It’s okay,” Keiichi said, smirking. “I have a better idea.” He pulled Kamui in for a kiss.

“I like this idea,” Kamui said, melting into it. Keiichi rolled him over, pinning him to the bed, pushing the sheets and blankets aside. Kamui wrapped a leg around him, pulling him down.

“You should barricade the door,” Keiichi remarked, kissing his way down Kamui’s throat.

“If they get an eyeful, it’ll teach them to not walk in,” Kamui remarked, tilting his head back.

“But what if they enjoy the site of my beautiful ass?” Keiichi asked.

“Keiichi!” Kamui snickered.

“What?” Keiichi was the picture of wounded innocence.

“Everyone else has somebody.”

“Oh, that’s right . . .”

~~~~

Fuuma had come to the conclusion that there couldn’t possibly be too much time left. It was nearly December, after all. It had to end within the year, so that left him with a month left, or maybe less. Kakyou was of the opinion that it would end on the last day of the year. Thus the term ‘the Final Day’, because when you thought about it, it wasn’t really the final day of anything except the battle. And apparently the year.

So with about a month left, he decided it was time to put his last plan into action. He didn’t want to be laid up for the last battle, after all. He had to give himself time to recover after he got his ass kicked, and he figured that this was going to hurt.

He had to tail Keiichi for nearly two days to get the opportunity. He was spending an inordinate amount of time with Kamui. Especially, from what Fuuma could tell, banging Kamui. They really shouldn’t leave their curtains open. He had gotten a couple pictures that would make Sorata faint.

Eventually, Keiichi walked Kamui home and then left on his own. Fuuma fell into step beside him, once he was about ten minutes away and Kamui would no longer be able to rescue him. “Konnichi wa, Keiichi-kun,” he said with a grin. “I see you’ve been having some fun with Kamui.”

Keiichi blinked at him. “You didn’t seem to be discouraging it in the club last week,” he said mildly. He didn’t look in the least afraid. Fuuma wanted to pout. What the hell had happened to his image? Somehow, it had to be the fault of that stupid rabbit.

“Yeah, but I was drunk,” Fuuma said.

“I had noticed that,” Keiichi said.

“Well, look, I’m really sorry about this,” Fuuma said cheerfully, “but I have to kill you now.”

Keiichi looked at him. “Oh, do you.”

“Yeah, ‘fraid so,” Fuuma said. He lifted a hand and set Keiichi hurtling backwards into a brick wall. Keiichi looked faintly surprised for a second before he hit the wall and was knocked unconscious. Fuuma scooped up his body and jumped onto a nearby building. He left him there, then bounced back to Kamui’s. He left the pictures on his front doorstep, with a small note attached.

~~~~

Subaru frowned as he stopped on Kamui’s doorstep, leaning down to pick up the envelope. The only thing written on it was Kamui’s name, scrawled in nearly illegible characters. He opened the door and went inside, calling Kamui’s name.

“Hm?” Kamui poked his head out of his room.

“This was on the doorstep,” Subaru said, and handed it over.

Kamui blinked and took it. He pulled out the pictures first, and then turned them over quickly so Subaru wouldn’t see, blushing slightly. Then he pulled out the note and read it.

‘Ne, Kamui, you should shut your curtains. There are trees outside your room, you know. By the way, the only reason I haven’t killed him yet is because I want you to be there when it happens. You know, like a family thing. You can find us before then, right? I’ll wait for you. Just to be nice. -- Fuuma’

Kamui dropped the note and bolted out the door.

Subaru scooped it up and read it. No one else was home. He didn’t want to believe that Fuuma would do it, but the teenager had killed people before when it suited his purpose. He decided it would be best to follow Kamui, and try to catch up.

~~~~

“Yo.” Fuuma prodded Keiichi in the ribs. “Wake up, kiddo. Time for the fun to begin.”

Keiichi’s eyes cracked open. He was suspended from something a few feet above the ground. After a minute, he managed to focus, and realized that he had been hung cruciform on two wooden supports. The top of the building he was on was mangled; he assumed Fuuma had done that in order to erect the cross. He was suspended to it by wires that were wrapped tightly around him. He searched for something to say, and came up with, “Who are you calling kiddo?”

Fuuma grinned, though he looked oddly pale. He was tossing the Shinken from one hand to another. “You are younger than me, y’know. But Kamui will be here soon, so you’d better say your prayers. I don’t want to kill you before he gets here. That would take all the fun out of it.”

Keiichi gave him a long look. He couldn’t think of anything else to say. The wires tightened around him, cutting into him. He let out a surprised cry of pain.

“Hey, sorry,” Fuuma said. “All’s fair in love and war, you know.”

“Which is this?” Keiichi asked softly.

Fuuma laughed to cover his hesitation. “Battle for the end of humanity, you know.”

He had hesitated a few seconds too long. “You love him,” Keiichi said, looking at Fuuma curiously. “That’s why you’re doing this, isn’t it. I thought so . . . when I first met you. That you didn’t really want to do this, but you had no choice.”

Fuuma blinked at him for a minute. “Man, you’re sharp.”

Keiichi managed a tiny smile. “I’d like to think so.”

Fuuma shrugged. “All right, so I love Kamui. So what?”

“So you’re not going to kill me,” Keiichi said, with confidence, though the wires were still tightening. “Because that would hurt him too much.”

Fuuma gave him a long look, then shrugged again. “Game’s up, I guess. No, I’m not going to kill you. But I’m going to hurt you a lot.” He managed a crooked smile. “See, if I don’t make him hate me, he won’t kill me, and the world will end.” The smile faded and when he spoke again, he sounded surprisingly vulnerable. “You won’t tell him, will you?”

“No, I won’t tell him.” Keiichi wanted to wipe the blood off his throat, where one of the wires was digging in very slightly, but his arms were pinned. “I’ll scream a lot when he gets here, though,” he offered. “You know, make it seem worse than it really is.”

“Don’t struggle,” Fuuma advised him. “It’ll make the wires cut deeper.”

“Okay.”

“He’ll be here in a minute.” Fuuma closed his eyes. “I can feel him. He’s on his way.” He paused, then looked at Keiichi with a painful smile. “Ne, Keiichi . . . take care of him for me, okay?”

“Yeah,” Keiichi said softly. “I will.”

They both turned slightly as Kamui alighted on the roof. Immediately, more wires wrapped around Keiichi, cutting him again, and he let out a yell that was not entirely fake.

“Yo, Kamui,” Fuuma said pleasantly, firmly keeping the Shinken in one hand and grinning at him. “You got here just in time for the grand finale.” He flew up to stand on the arm of the cross, right next to Keiichi.

Kamui wasted no words. He raised his hands and let out a blast aimed to knock Fuuma off the cross.

He jumped down before it could hit him. “Better be careful,” he advised him. “You’ll hit lover boy over there.” The wires tightened more, especially around Keiichi’s throat. He let out a strangled noise.

Kamui examined his options. If he ignored Fuuma in favor of rescuing Keiichi, that would leave him free to keep tightening the wires. If he left Keiichi in favor of kicking Fuuma’s ass, he would choke to death. He settled for a middle course and aimed another blast at Fuuma. He dodged again, but not quickly enough. It hit him squarely in the chest, and he went flying backwards, nearly skidding off the roof.

Kamui gestured sharply at Keiichi, loosening all the wires at once, so he could breathe, but not enough to free him. He didn’t want Keiichi dropping the ten feet to the roof without help. Then he pressed his advantage, trying to knock Fuuma right off the roof. Fuuma did fly right off, but had regained his inner balance and just hovered in midair.

“Forget that you can’t kill me that way?” Fuuma asked, his voice taunting. He floating up above Kamui and back over to the cross. The wires abruptly let go, dumping Keiichi to the ground. He let out another cry as he hit, then a slight moan as he passed out. “Hm. Think he’s dead?” Fuuma nudged Keiichi in the ribs with his foot.

Kamui marched over. With Fuuma that close to Keiichi, he couldn’t afford another energy blast. But an old-fashioned punch to the stomach was nearly as effective. Fuuma sagged, nearly going to his knees, then flew backwards as Kamui delivered an uppercut to his jaw.

“Nice,” he said, getting up and wiping the blood off his chin. “You’ve really gotten better. And grown a spine, while you were at it.”

“I’m going to kill you in a very messy way,” Kamui said. There was no anger in his voice. It was perfectly calm and perfectly cold.

“Not today you aren’t,” Fuuma said. “I have a sword and you don’t.”

Kamui came to his decision. Whatever monster he was facing, it had killed Fuuma. And he would kill it. He took his hints from Takeshi, and lifted up one of the pieces of concrete that had fallen, sending it hurtling at Fuuma from behind.

He heard it coming, but didn’t get out of the way quite in time. It clipped his side as he tried to jump, and sent him flying, dropping the sword. He rolled up against the crucifix, which had fallen when he had stopped giving it his attention and was now just a pile of wood. He was vaguely aware that Kamui was kicking him in the stomach. Well, there went those ribs again . . . Kakyou was going to be irritated.

He blinked up hazily at Kamui, and Looked at him. He saw, much to his satisfaction and chagrin, that Kamui’s greatest Wish at the moment really was to see Fuuma splattered bloody all over the sidewalk. Well, that was great, but he wasn’t supposed to die today, was he?

Kamui knelt next to Fuuma and grabbed a handful of his hair, slamming his head back into the wood. The world was going surprisingly fuzzy. He didn’t even hurt anymore. He managed to focus again in time to see Kamui scoop up the sword.

“Oh, shit,” he mumbled, and tried to get up. He only succeeded in falling over again. This really wasn’t in the plan at all. He closed his eyes.

There was a soft sound of someone else landing on the roof. Fuuma blinked to see a pair of shoes standing in front of him, between himself and Kamui. “Huh . . .?” he managed.

“What are you doing here?” Kamui asked, surprised.

“Sorry,” Seishirou said, lighting a cigarette. “You’re not allowed to kill him yet. That has to be the Promised Day.”

“It is,” Kamui said. “I’ve promised to kill him.”

Seishirou sighed. “You really can’t. Do it as a favor, okay? I owe Fuuma one.” He leaned down and scooped Fuuma up. Fuuma groaned, but it was muffled in Seishirou’s shoulder.

“What do you owe him?” Kamui asked, leveling the sword at them, obviously with no intention of letting them get away. “It had better be good.”

“You know Fuuma loves Kakyou, right?” Seishirou asked.

“Yes.”

“Kakyou loved Hokuto. I killed Hokuto. Kakyou loves Fuuma. Therefore, I’m saving Fuuma.”

Kamui put the sword down. Somehow, the logic made sense.

“You can still kill him on the Final Day,” Seishirou said. “All I’m doing is giving them another month.”

Kamui turned to get Keiichi.

“Ah, the sword . . .”

Kamui just dropped it and continued to walk over to Keiichi.

“You owe me, you asshole,” Seishirou muttered, and started make his way down to the ground floor.

Kamui knelt next to Keiichi. His eyes fluttered open and he smiled. “Knew you’d come,” he mumbled.

“I couldn’t just leave you here.” Kamui examined Keiichi’s wounds and saw that, despite the fact that they were bleeding quite a bit, none of them looked very serious.

Keiichi just kept smiling. “Love you,” he whispered.

“I love you too. Let’s get you some medical attention.”

As if on cue, Subaru landed next to them. He had called Seishirou on the way over, and was glad to see that he had managed to get Fuuma’s ass out of there.

“You’re a little late,” Kamui snapped at him. “Your boyfriend just carted off with Fuuma.”

“You can explain it to me on the way to the hospital,” Subaru said, not particularly caring that Kamui was annoyed with him. He would have been annoyed too, if he were Kamui.

Between the two of them, they lifted Keiichi up and carried him down to the ground level, where they caught a taxi to the hospital.

~~~~

Kakyou had known that morning that Fuuma was going to find Keiichi that day, and fight with Kamui. He hadn’t looked any further into the future than that. If Fuuma was going to be hurt, there was really nothing he could -- or should -- do about it, and he didn’t want to know. Then he would want to intervene. Therefore, he was not surprised when there was a knock on his door. He was hoping against hope that Fuuma had just forgotten his keys. He really wasn’t in the mood for bad news. He had dispatched Nataku to the library so he wouldn’t be there when whatever happened to Fuuma happened.

“Konnichi wa, Kakyou,” Seishirou said. He was smiling slightly, but he looked tired.

It wasn’t who Kakyou was expecting to see, but he gave no sign of that. Last time it had been Kamui that had rescued Fuuma, and you couldn’t really get much more unexpected than that. “You have bad news for me, don’t you,” he said, resigning himself to hear it.

Seishirou shrugged. “It could be worse.”

Kakyou stood back from the door to let him in. “What happened?” he asked, reminding himself firmly that Seishirou never gave straight answers to anyone.

“To be brief, Kamui kicked his ass good.”

Kakyou took a deep breath. He just had to remember that in a twisted way, that was what Fuuma had wanted to happen. “Where is he?”

“I took him to the Sakurazuka Clan compound . . . it’s more discreet than a hospital,” Seishirou explained. “His injuries weren’t serious enough to need one. My aunt Atsuko is taking care of him. She has experience with wounds like his.”

“Can you take me to see him?” Kakyou was trying to be patient. It was like pulling teeth. Why couldn’t Seishirou just offer to bring him like any normal person would?

Seishirou blinked at him. “If I wasn’t going to, I would have just called. Come on.”

Kakyou wilted in defeat. He wrote a brief note for Nataku that explained nothing except that he was out for the day and would be back, hopefully with Fuuma, by nightfall. Then he pulled on his shoes and the long winter coat that Fuuma had bought him, and followed Seishirou out of the apartment, locking it behind him.

“Didn’t you know this was going to happen?” Seishirou asked as they walked. His voice was merely curious; he wasn’t trying to be mean.

“Yes and no,” Kakyou said. “I knew something was going to happen, but sometimes I just don’t watch the details. I’m afraid I would try to save him, and I can’t.” He followed Seishirou to his car and climbed in.

“I had to do a bit of fast talking to keep Kamui from running him through right then and there,” Seishirou said, sounding even more tired than he looked. “It’s a good thing Subaru-kun called me.”

Kakyou rubbed a hand over his face. “Maybe I should have tried to stop him.”

Seishirou wanted to tell Kakyou not to second-guess himself; it never helped. He had a feeling any advice he offered would be sneered at. He settled on a middle course. “You know why he’s doing it as well as I do. Probably better. And . . . well . . . he succeeded, finally. Kamui would have killed him if I hadn’t stepped in. He won’t forget what Fuuma did today.” It was cold comfort, to be sure, but better than no comfort at all.

“Well, then I guess it all worked out for the best,” Kakyou said, trying very hard to convince himself of this.

“I figured . . .” Seishirou hesitated. “I figured that I might as well give you two all the time you could have.” He smiled wryly, a hint of self-deprecation creeping into his voice. “Consider it a request for forgiveness.”

“I appreciate the effort,” Kakyou said, ignoring his tone of voice. “And as for forgiveness . . . I think I started to forgive you a while ago.”

“Really?” Seishirou sounded startled. “Why?”

“I’m not exactly sure,” Kakyou said with an elegant shrug, “but I think there were a lot of reasons. Fuuma gave me happiness and love, and that, more than anything else, is what I thought you had stolen from me. But in the end you hadn’t.” He glanced sideways at Seishirou. “And I think maybe you were punishing yourself far more than I ever could, or would ever want you to.”

Seishirou shrugged, avoiding the issue of his self-punishment. “Everyone keeps forgiving me,” he said thoughtfully. “Must say that I don’t really understand it.”

“I’m not sure if I would try to figure it out, if I were you,” Kakyou said dryly. “Take a few things on faith.” He smiled a little. “After all, the man who should be orchestrating the death of humanity is . . . well, I’m not sure nice is the right word, but he isn’t evil. A whole lot of things aren’t making sense anymore. Just take good will on faith.”

Seishirou thought briefly of Takeshi, and how his motive had been his love for Tsuzuki. Kakyou was right; nothing made sense anymore. Had any of the Dark Kamui ever really been evil? Or just unlucky? “I suppose,” he finally said, lighting a cigarette and cracking his window slightly. “But I’m glad I could save Fuuma for you. It makes me hate myself a little less.” He examined that statement in surprise. He certainly hadn’t intended to say it.

“I’m glad,” Kakyou said quietly. “I’m sure Fuuma is too.”

“I didn’t want to kill Hokuto.” Seishirou’s voice was soft and confused, his face creased slightly in a thoughtful frown. Kakyou thought he was probably just realizing this fact.

“Then why did you?” he asked. He wasn’t angry, or accusative. It was just simply something he wanted to know.

“Because . . .” Seishirou’s voice trailed off. He tapped ash out the window. “I’d like to say because she asked me to, but I don’t really think that’s the reason. Because I wanted to make Subaru-kun hate me, I suppose.”

“If I asked why, would you be able to answer?” Kakyou wouldn’t be surprised if he was not. Seishirou obviously had very little clue about his own motivation in any of his past actions, or probably even his present ones.

Seishirou shrugged slightly. “Because that was what I believed I deserved from him. Maybe I even resented him for falling in love with me. I don’t know. But he was what I wanted most . . . so I couldn’t allow myself to have him.”

Kakyou wasn’t sure when they’d decided to have a heart-to-heart chat, but it was probably good for Seishirou. Perhaps it was even good for him. It was hardly ever a bad thing to lay the past to rest. He shook his head slightly. “I’m not sure how you came to that conclusion, but I’m not really one to talk about logic.”

“Years of conditioning that brought me up to believe I’m a horrible person undeserving of any happiness,” Seishirou said dryly.

“Well, I can sympathize with the conditioning,” Kakyou said, thinking back to the years he’d spent being used by his family. “If it helps, I don’t think I ever really hated you.”

Seishirou laughed slightly. “Don’t understand why you wouldn’t.”

“Because you were far less to blame for my misery than my parents.” A bitter, slightly malicious smile touched Kakyou’s lips for a few seconds, then it faded. “But I was angry with you. With all three of you. For a long time, that’s all I had.”

“I suppose I can understand that,” Seishirou said, taking a thoughtful drag on his cigarette. “For a long time, all I had was the fact that I hated myself. It was the only thing I was able to feel with any force or conviction at all. And even that was better than nothing. Maybe that’s why Subaru-kun is having such a hard time talking me out of it.”

“You wanted to be talked out of it,” Kakyou said. “That’s why he could.”

Seishirou laughed again, but there wasn’t any humor in the sound. “He hasn’t yet.”

Kakyou gave him a much put-upon look. “Maybe you should stop fighting him.”

Seishirou sighed. “I don’t fight anymore,” he said. “But . . . it’s hard to believe. I’m trying. I really am. I want to make him happy so badly. More than anything else.”

“Welcome to the club of hopelessly in love,” Kakyou said with a smile.

Seishirou laughed again, the same empty sound. “I suppose it would be pointless to say that I still don’t know why he loves me.”

“Well, why do you love him?”

“I don’t know . . . I just do.” Seishirou tapped ash off his cigarette. “I love him because . . . because sometimes, he makes me stop feeling worthless.”

“I bet that’s a big part of why he loves you.” Maybe that was a part of all love, really. God only knew that Fuuma and Kakyou did the same for each other.

“But I spent so long purposely making him feel worthless . . .” Seishirou’s voice trailed off in obvious confusion.

“It’s just another thing you need to take on faith,” Kakyou said with a shrug. “I mean, why does Fuuma love me?”

Seishirou shrugged in reply. “I don’t know. Presumably, I’ll get over myself someday.”

“That’s the spirit,” Kakyou said with a smile, good-natured sarcasm in his voice.

Seishirou laughed, a bit more genuinely this time. “I don’t know how you do it, Kakyou.”

Kakyou blinked, lost. “Do what?”

“Love Fuuma,” Seishirou said. “So . . . so completely, without any reservations.”

“Maybe it’s because I have no reason to ever distrust him,” Kakyou said thoughtfully. “He’s never given me cause. Maybe it’s because that’s what he needs, or what I need. We both needed someone to trust.” He shrugged again. “I have no real answer.”

“Are you happy with him?” Seishirou asked quietly.

Kakyou nodded. “For the first time in my life, I’m actually happy.”

“What’s it like?” Seishirou asked curiously.

“Being happy?” Kakyou gave Seishirou a funny look. He nodded. “Mostly it’s just being content. And being sure that someone really cares. It’s not usually shining moments of Heavenly light, if that’s what you’re asking.”

“No.” Seishirou considered it. “Just being content sounds surprisingly nice.”

“I think you could manage it,” Kakyou said seriously. “You have the setup.”

“It’s just . . .” Seishirou frowned slightly. “I love him so much that it almost hurts. How can that be happiness?”

“It just is,” Kakyou said, knowing what Seishirou meant. “At least when it goes right.”

“I’m mortally afraid I’m going to screw up,” Seishirou admitted, and wondered suddenly why the hell he was telling Kakyou any of this. He supposed it didn’t matter. He was going to be dead in a month, after all.

“I wouldn’t worry too much,” Kakyou said. “Everyone makes mistakes, and as long as you think about what you do and how it’ll make Subaru feel I think you’ll be all right most of the time.”

“I suppose I can hope. We’ll be there soon, by the way.” He had caught one of Kakyou’s worried glances at his watch. “I didn’t mean to go all melodramatic on you.”

“It’s okay,” Kakyou said. “I don’t think any question can shock or unnerve me after living with Nataku. Speaking of which, Seimei is a very nice kid.”

Seishirou blinked. “Oh. Um. Thanks?”

“You’re welcome,” Kakyou said. “By the way, about Nataku . . . Fuuma and I have a favor to ask you and Subaru-san.”

“Oh?” Seishirou pitched his cigarette out the window.

Kakyou looked away. “When all this is over, could you take care of Nataku for us? It would be wrong to leave him on his own. He’s not old enough to handle that yet.”

“I’d have to ask Subaru-kun about it, I suppose,” Seishirou said, wondering what room they could put Nataku in. “I don’t see any reason why not. I’m rather honored that you would trust me with someone like that.”

“Well, you seemed like the right person to ask,” Kakyou said with a slight smile. “You’ve already done a good job with one kid, and you won’t be upset by the moral flexibility that he has. Or the fact that he’s not really a he, but a bioroid.”

“I still don’t take credit for Sei-kun,” Seishirou said, but he was smiling.

“Must you always argue?” Kakyou asked, raising an eyebrow.

“It depends. If someone is trying to say I’ve done something right, the answer seems to be yes.”

“You’re deranged.”

“I don’t do it on purpose.”

The rest of the car ride was quiet and mercifully brief. Seishirou parked next to a small house and motioned for Kakyou to follow him up to the front door. Atsuko answered, looking a bit irritated. Kakyou sympathized, knowing that Fuuma was not the best patient. He was fairly impressed by the compound in general. Atsuko took them to a smaller room. Fuuma was asleep in a bed in what looked like a guest room.

Kakyou watched him for a second, then turned to Atsuko. “What’s wrong with him?”

Atsuko’s answer was clinical and brief. “Broken and cracked ribs, dislocated jaw, concussion, and some bruising in his left side.” She could afford to be clinical. She’d taken care of worse injuries on people she cared about more.

“He’s going to be cranky,” Kakyou said with a sigh.

“Most likely,” Atsuko said. “He’s not hurt badly. He’ll wake up soon.”

“I’ll wait.” Kakyou sat in the chair Atsuko had put at the side of the bed.

Seishirou cleared his throat. “Well, we’ll leave you to it then,” he said, and left the room with Atsuko in tow. Kakyou settled in the chair by Fuuma’s bed and waited. It was about a half an hour of near silence before his eyes flickered open. Kakyou smiled down at him.

“Where the hell . . .?” Fuuma’s voice was foggy from pain and sleep.

“Somewhere on the Sakurazuka Clan grounds,” Kakyou explained to him.

“Oh.” Fuuma paused, trying to think. His head ached. “How’d you get here?”

“Seishirou-san brought me.”

“Oh,” Fuuma repeated. He processed for a long minute, then stated, “I thought I was dead.”

“Why did you think that?”

Fuuma tried to find the words to explain the blurring of Wish and reality, how Kamui had wanted him dead so badly that Fuuma had thought he was dying before Kamui even picked up the Shinken. He couldn’t find a way to tell Kakyou that he had been so sure that Kamui was going to kill him. Couldn’t find the words for the panic when he’d seen him approaching with so much coldness in his eyes. “Could see that Kamui really wanted to kill me,” he finally managed. “World was going all fuzzy . . .”

Kakyou said nothing. He reached out a hand and brushed Fuuma’s hair out of his eyes.

“I didn’t want to die,” Fuuma stated. He realized that tears were running down his cheeks. His voice was small and infinitely vulnerable, but he wasn’t ashamed of it. There was nobody else here. “I don’t want to die.”

Kakyou settled onto the bed, pulling Fuuma into a hug. Fuuma buried his face in Kakyou’s shoulder. He had held it inside too long to keep it there anymore; the reality of his own death was approaching too quickly to be denied. His ribs throbbed and his head ached, and he couldn’t stop crying. It was as if something deep inside him had just broken, suddenly and without warning, and there was no way to fix it.

Kakyou held him close, rocking him slightly, letting him cry. All Fuuma could do was cling to him. “I don’t want to die,” he repeated, and another sob tore out of him. It hurt, past the point of being bearable. Kakyou couldn’t think of a single thing to say that wouldn’t be a lie.

It was a long time before Fuuma wore himself out, resting quietly against Kakyou’s shoulder, his entire body shivering. Kakyou just continued to hold him until even that had stopped. He still said nothing, but wiped the tears off Fuuma’s cheeks and kissed his forehead.

“I hurt everywhere,” Fuuma mumbled. He didn’t feel better after crying. He just felt all the more terrified of what he knew was going to happen. There wasn’t any denying it anymore.

Kakyou decided to try to lighten the mood some. There was nothing he could say that would help, but he could try to distract him, try to help him think about something else. “Well, you had to go and get more of your ribs broken, and get your head smacked around some more,” he said.

“Yeah, I guess I did.” Fuuma managed a small smile. “Worked, though.”

“Why don’t you lay down again?” Kakyou suggested. “It would make it hurt less.”

Fuuma nodded, and let Kakyou help him so he was flat on his back again. He pulled Kakyou with him, so the blond was resting on his chest.

“Hope this doesn’t cut into our sex life too much,” Kakyou teased.

“Nah,” Fuuma said. “Atsuko said it would only be a few days before I was up and around again.” He was trying vainly to sound normal, as if he had stopped crying because he had wanted to, not simply because he’d run out of the energy. His voice was hoarse. “The ribs didn’t puncture anything this time, and she set them and wrapped them already. So if I lie still for a few days, they’ll heal on their own. I have super Kamui healing powers.”

“I think either the concussion or the painkillers are talking now, dear,” Kakyou said with a smile.

“Most likely.” Fuuma paused. His voice was very quiet when he spoke again. “I don’t think I can do this anymore, Kakyou . . .”

“You don’t have to anymore,” Kakyou said. “All you have to do is stay away from him. That’s all.”

“Yeah.” Fuuma ran his hands through Kakyou’s hair. “I guess in a way, I’m glad it’s going to be over soon. But . . .” The terror closed over his throat and he had to stop, for fear of starting to cry again.

“I know,” Kakyou said, snuggling closer, offering the only comfort he could give.

Fuuma closed his eyes. “I’m so tired all the time . . .”

“Me too,” Kakyou whispered. He watched Fuuma, only keeping himself from tears with great effort.

“I don’t sleep anymore.” Despite Fuuma’s exhaustion and best effort, tears were again trickling down his cheeks. “I don’t even want to waste the time I have left on that.”

“So, we won’t sleep,” Kakyou said. He didn’t care. They would both be dead in a month. What did sleep deprivation matter in comparison to that?”

“Well, I have to for now,” Fuuma said wearily. “If I want to heal this stupid ribs.” He lifted his hand and wiped the tears off his face. “You won’t go anywhere, right?”

“If you want, we can even be together when you sleep,” Kakyou reminded him. It would take a great deal of his energy, and he would hardly get any rest himself, but it would be worth it. He kissed Fuuma’s cheek to show that he meant it.

“Oh God yes.” Fuuma drew in a shaky breath. “I’d nearly forgotten you could do that. Please . . .”

“It’s not a problem.” Kakyou smiled, pleased to have found something that comforted him, at least a little. “Where do you want to go while you dream?”

Fuuma considered it. “Hmm . . . hot springs. Seishirou was telling me about how romantic they are, but I’ve never been.” Seishirou had told him quite a bit about hot springs actually, and a great deal of other things, trying to keep him conscious and aware during the long car ride to the compound. He hadn’t wanted Fuuma to pass out, because of the concussion, and so had taken to telling him about he and Subaru’s honeymoon (not even calling it a vacation anymore) and making Fuuma repeat it all back to him to show that he was still with the real world.

“I’ll see what I can do.” Kakyou closed his eyes, waiting for Fuuma to fall asleep, weaving the Dream around both of them.

Seishirou came in about twenty minutes later to check on them. He thought of moving Kakyou to a different bed, because it couldn’t be good for Fuuma’s ribs to have Kakyou lying on him like that. But really, what did it matter? In the end, he just picked up another blanket and spread it over Kakyou. They deserved the little time they had left together.

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Chapter Thirty-Seven
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